Saturday, December 24, 2011

Entry #19: Humbug.

So, long time no blog.
Well, for starters, this holiday season was miserable for too many reasons that I do not want to get into.

What happened to the times when the Christmas season really felt special? Did that fade into the deepest crevices of my memory along with my childhood? Maybe it is due to the lack of snow or some shift in socio-economic trends or a decrease in morale and goodwill amongst humans, but something is definitely rotten in the state of Denmark.

I have never felt so uninspired during the holiday season; it really took the wind out of my sails.  I usually love this time of year. I do not mean to be a Debbie-Downer, but I was really affected by this; it changed my mood, my demeanor, my outlook, and definitely not for the better.

But, as they say, good things will come in time, and I will be hoping for the best in this new year.

One for love. Love for all.

Vince

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Entry #18: Chikën, Turkey, Christmas

Blast from the past
Thanksgiving is an interesting time of year for me.  When I was younger, I remember Thanksgiving being an all day excursion.  The first stop was always to my grandparents' house on my dad's side in the early afternoon to join that branch of the family in their crowded half double.  Every year it was always the same: from outside I would walk down a short path crossing the front lawn where I would climb a few concrete steps to the porch and finally into the house.  There I would begin to work my way through the house, slews of people scattered about in every room, and I would pass through the crowded kitchen, fill a plate, and find a spot to settle in for an afternoon of football, family, and of course, food.
A few hours later, I would find myself stuffed, my stomach an overinflated balloon, and after many goodbyes I was finally ready to continue my day's journey.
The second stop consisted of similar traditions, except this time it was my grandmother's house on my mom's side; a smallish, red ranch home atop numerous acres of farmland where everyone would fill the living room with tables, chairs and benches and then settle in for food , family, and watching the remainder of the day's big game.
But as the saying goes, time changes everything, and after experiencing the passing of three of four grandparents and one uncle, not to mention the plethora of births, marriages, and divorces that have happened over the years, yeah, I'd say a lot has changed.  For instance, that smallish, red ranch home is no longer a place that can be filled with laughter, where siblings, aunts, uncles, parents and grandparents could gather and put aside all differences, if only for a day.  As far as the old half double is concerned, it is slowly becoming a place lesser and lesser associated with holidays.  All I know is that I will (and already do) miss those times. 
No one knows exactly why things change, but in most situations the  changes we experience are inevitable, so the best we can do is hope and strive for the best of all possible outcomes in this, our best of all possible worlds.

(there is a sigh.)

Moving on.

Just in time for the day for the giving of thanks my band ChikënFist released our first cover song yesterday called 'Killer Tofu'; a song featured on the famous cartoon series Doug which originally aired on Nickelodeon in the 1990s.  Just a little gift from us to you as we swing into the holiday season this year.  To listen to/download our newest release, visit our Facebook page at www.facebook.com/chikenfist and be sure to 'like' us!
P.S. - expect an EP release from us very soon; just in time for the holidays!

Tomorrow is black Friday and my first performance at Christkindlmarkt, fingers crossed!  I have a short set list, comprised of a combination of Christmas standards and showtunes,  AND I'll be selling brand new merch, so please stop by and help support a local artist!

**This is my first full post using the Blogger app on my new Samsung Exhibit II (tweaked via the interwebs).**

One for love. Love for all.

Vince


Thursday, November 17, 2011

Entry #17: The life of a performer...

...can be both eventful and droll.  But right now, for me at least, it has been almost too eventful; working on two shows, writing and recording music, not to mention preparing for a choir concert and three performances at Christkindlmarkt, all before the new year.

Well, let us begin with the two productions:

One was postponed due to snow; SNOW! In October!  As a result, the performances got pushed back a few weeks.  Regardless, the production is ready for an audience and should do wonderfully this Sunday when it goes up for its one night, limited engagement.

The other show on the other hand is not yet audience worthy.  There are many reasons for this, one big one being that I am not yet off book, amongst a few others, but I know it will pull together in the end; they always do.  

**Sidenote: That is an interesting insight I have noticed on theatre: knowing that no matter how easy or grueling the rehearsal process may be on any given production, the cast will always do what they can to make sure the production pulls together to the best of their abilities.**

"A Rock Duo To Shape the Ages"
ChikënFist                               Photo: J. Szuchyt
Throughout the past year, I have been working with my friend and bandmate Dwight on writing and recording music for our duo, ChikënFist.  To date, we had written and recorded two original songs; one was a special release in July that celebrated the commercial 'Christmas in July' (as opposed to the religious phenomenon) and it also sparked a fire which rekindled fond memories of our own Christmases past;  It is entitled "Christmas of Want [Adolescent Lament]."  Our second release, "If You Want to Take the First Step" is a short taste of its lengthier reprise that will be a later release also to be featured on our upcoming album, expected Summer/Fall 2012.  In more recent news, ChikënFist has just finished recording two new songs within the past two weeks.  Although one is not scheduled for release until Thanksgiving and the other on December first, I can say this: one is an original tune with a more "grown-up" approach, and the other is a "Killer" cover.  Both releases are sure to please audiences of any age, so stay tuned!  Also, keep a look out for a special promo EP release just in time for the holidays; a perfect stocking stuffer!  If you are not already a fan of ChikënFist, be sure to check us out on Facebook and like us to keep up to date on any new releases and announcements.


ArtsQuest, here I come!

Be sure to come out and show your support in my first public solo performances!  Also, be on the lookout for BRAND NEW, never before seen merch; Buttons, bumper stickers, and my 'Vincent at Christmas' and ChikënFist's promo EP CDs will all available for purchase.  Help support a local artist and get some great gifts in return; For the season of giving is upon us!


For more info on the rest of my upcoming events, check out my website: www.vincerostkowski.com


Next post: Teacups!


One for love. Love for all.

Vince

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Things I did during this post:
- Finished recording a new ChikënFist release
- Had a rum and Coke
- Watched a rerun of Futurama
- Proofed new CF recordings
- Watched Louis C.K.'s comedy special 'Chewed Up'
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Sunday, October 30, 2011

Entry # 16: Back on track


So, the power had been out for a day and a half and it had caused me to think about a lot of things:

-               I really need to push myself to get out of this rut that I am in emotionally, ethically, and inspirationally.  
                   I may need to see a doctor soon because I have been having lower back pain.
-              Unfortunately in this day in age we revolve around our dependency on electricity and I for one am not prepared to live without electricity, as most other people are not.
-          I look at my life and try to do the best I can to keep progressing.  Then I look at others’ lives and wonder why some don’t see that they are settling for complacency or how they are not working to help themselves and it worries me.
-         I should really change my mindset about reading; think of it less as work and more as recreation.  Maybe then I would get more of it done.

Now that the power is back, I figured I would return to my writing desk and try to once again harken back to how I used to blog and get all of my unfiltered thoughts/current events back out there.

Another year older…

And I feel no different.  No older, no wiser, no more special than I did the year before.  A birthday is something to celebrate, merely for the fact that we have survived yet another year on Earth, but I do not think it is necessarily something to be made a spectacle of.  Many others may have an opinion that differs from mine, and believe me, it is not like I do not enjoy receiving free gifts, but perhaps beyond a certain age it is appropriate to let realism set in and focus more on what is really important.  Now, as a counterpoint, one could make the same argument for certain holidays/events.  I also do not agree with how commercialized some holidays are; especially if it is to the point where if someone mentions said holiday, people immediately think about gifts or what they can buy around that time of year for themselves or others, rather than what the holiday really means or stands for.  Some may also raise the fact that I am not a religious person and do not identify with any set of religious beliefs, but at the same 
time I do respect the beliefs of others.  But that is enough on that issue for now, so onto our next topic:

Nasal irrigation

Sounds disgusting, right?  Despite its narrow appeal to the masses, I understand it can be very healthy for one’s sinuses.  A few weeks ago I purchased my first Neti Pot and I decided that once November rolled around I would begin using it to see what sort of difference it could make.  Being involved heavily in performing and having that constant demand on my voice, I figured it would be worth a shot at trying to help preserve it, especially during the rough winter months.  I read a few reviews and watched a few videos on YouTube (like this one) so I figured I would have a go at it.  I will post about it at a later date, I am sure.  


Did I mention I met “Weird Al” Yankovic a few weeks ago?
One of the best days of my life, hands down.


Also in music news:
ChikënFist released another [shorter] song within the past few weeks titled, 
"If You Want to Take the First Step"
CLICK HERE TO TAKE A LISTEN.

THEATRE NEWS! 

Goodbye, Starke, FL.

The production of The Great American Trailer Park Musical that I was in at PA Playhouse closed last weekend after a three week run.  Fun show, great audiences, but nonetheless I am glad it is over.  It taught me a lot about developing oneself as an actor and about how resilience is key in some cases when a cast needs to make sure everything pulls together.  I won't go into detail, but I did learn a lot, and I will take and apply those lessons to my next big project that will happen next fall...

Strengthen that resume…

I have yet another notch to add to my theatrical belt: Directing a full-scale community theatre production.  I submitted a cover letter and resume to Pennsylvania Playhouse for their upcoming 2012 season and was lucky enough to be selected to direct their fall production of Kander and Ebb's Curtains.  This is definitely an accomplishment to be proud of in my book; To think that they trusted in someone my age enough to undertake an entire production.  Make no mistake, I have a plan and a vision and once I assemble my production team, I promise the audience will NOT be disappointed!  Much is in the works, and all will be revealed in due time.  In the meantime, check out the rest of the season HERE.

Happy Hall-snow-ween!

The sudden blizzard this weekend hindered a lot of things from happening, including going to a birthday party, a rehearsal which became cancelled, and the two performances of Musical Masquerade: A Night of Mischief, which will now be postponed to some time in November; keep a look out HERE.  Then once that is over I will only have performances of Bye Bye Birdie left for this year, bringing my production tally to thirty eight since I began doing theatre in 2002.

The Cult of Sondheim

Earlier today, I got a chance to go see Merrily We Roll Along at Muhlenburg College.  I went in not knowing what to expect and left amazed, yet again, by both the ability of the students of Muhlenburg, and by the incredible quality of yet another Sondheim musical.  Besides the performance itself, in which the actors and pit were both top notch, the program I received upon entering the theatre was surprisingly chock-full of research about the production, about Sondheim and the director's note even explained the show's concept!  I was more than impressed overall with the experience and now I have material I can read and study!  I give this production two thumbs way up and I highly suggest that everyone call and order your tickets now!

Final order of business

Now, there is one last item I would like to briefly address, and that is Entry #15.  Never again will I post something of that nature within the confines of my blog.  Though a truthful and hopeful sentiment, it merely resulted in hurt, shame, and disappointment.  My hopes were dashed, and I doubt the desired party even read the post, so in retrospect it all seemed frivolous and futile.  My apologies to anyone it may have bothered in any respect, rest assured you will no longer see any posts similar to that in the future.  Normally I would not apologize for anything on my blog, but upon reflection, the post was juvenile in nature, and overall unnecessary content irrelevant to the readers at large.


One for love. Love for all.
Vince

P.S. - I updated my website a bit, enjoy it HERE.

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Things I did during this post:
- Shuffled through my iTunes.
- Downloaded Martin Solveig & Dragonette's 'Hello'
- Checked Facebook
- Watched some of Jeff Dunham's 'Controlled Chaos' comedy special
- Bought the 1994 Off-Broadway Revival Cast Recording of Merrily We Roll Along on Amazon
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Sunday, October 9, 2011

Entry # 15: An open letter...

To: You

I want you to know that I think you are amazing.  You have so many great qualities and I appreciate each one.  I never want to be overwhelming or worry too much about how things are going; just know that I care; more and more every day, it seems.  I have my fill of flaws, as we all do, but I know at the heart of it  I will always have that feeling of hopeless romanticism; a void that becomes harder and harder to fill, unless the right match just happens to stumble upon it.  Make, no mistake, this is in no way a matter of pressure, but rather a matter of expression.  There are no consequences, only rewards and benefits, no matter the outcome.  Even though I hope this situation continues to progress, I would be just as happy where it is now; but honestly, who in their right mind sees such an opportunity and instead settles for complacency?  Not me.  Not anymore.

It is very seldom that I feel this strongly and then put myself out there enough to say it and possibly be subject to neutral or even negative feedback.  Hopefully one day soon I will have the courage to verbally tell you, even if it falls on deaf or, I hate to say it, unwanting ears.  I'm not sure if you will ever read this post or know that it exists, so all I can do is hope for the best back here in reality.

Sincerely,

Fingers Crossed





Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Entry #14: Amidst the stacks

Sooooo... I am still deciding what to post about.  On one hand, the recent trend has been for me to wait a while and then cram as much information into a post as possible, which I feel kind of inundates the reader (if there are any); on the other hand, sometimes I think I should just pick the most prominent issues/views/etc. to talk about 

At this moment, I am sitting alone at a table in the cafe area of a well known bookstore chain.  Apparent is a common conundrum we all face, all having to do with the quandary between solipsism and real life.  I know I have mentioned solipsism a number of times in previous entries, but it has been a topic that intermittently plagues my mind.  Being one that supports the development of most technologies and one that celebrates how far they have come, I do realize that we as a society, in order to continue a more organic, or natural progression, should not entirely succumb to the smoke and mirrors visage of 'ease'  technology often provides.  This is in no way meant to be the beginnings of an anti-technology rant; in fact, I love technology.  I just simply refuse to let it run my life, so to speak.  But, I digress.  I do not want to sound too much like a hippie or one of those hipsters (they are pretty obscure, you have probably never heard of them).

"It looked kind of like a pearl..."
About two weeks ago, I had finally decided to get the cyst removed from my scalp.  Sounds gross, I know.  It was really an interesting experience; the procedure took only 10-15 minutes and the whole time I felt virtually nothing.  This was also the first time I had ever remembered getting stitches (beside that one time when I cracked my head open at a very young age, which I do not recall).  Well, thankfully everything went well and I had the stitches removed last week.  Now, if only there were a quick, easy, and healthy solution to hair loss...

**INTERMISSION** or as Paul Grayson would say, "Drink break!"
One pomegranate IZZE and sourdough asiago pretzel later...

Back from the dead
Well, to some people's chagrin, my website is fully operational once again!  It only took backing up all of my files, a failed full system restore, and a trip to the Apple Store.  Simple enough, right?  If you have not visited it before, feel free to check it out HERE.

Which reminds me, I now have another event to add to my online calendar: Musical Masquerade: A Night of Mischief!  It is a cabaret event with two performances that will debut at Pennsylvania Playhouse on Saturday, October 29th.  The theme of this cabaret deals with the "mis-casting" of players in roles that they would not necessarily get an opportunity to play.  Keep a look out for it, it should be a blast!

Well, I think this is a sufficient post for now; unfortunately my battery life has about fourteen minutes left, so I think until next post I shall bid a fond adieu.

One for love. Love for all.
Vince

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Things I did while writing this blog:
- Referenced dictionary.com to check my work and prevent me from asshole-ishly using terms incorrectly
- Stuff my face
- People watch
- Enjoy life.
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Sunday, September 11, 2011

Entry #13: Haiku

Here is something to tide you over until the next real post; a handful of haikus of varying qualities I wrote both new and old. Enjoy.

Heart
Data lost, broken
Chipped, cracked, crushed, soiled
Pieces on the floor

Yesternight
Building momentum
Sailing fast, strong, confident
All gone in a flash

Unrequited
Used to be, before
Never can be, anymore
Goodbye, love, goodbye

New friend
A spark ignited
A torch lit before a race
A breath of fresh air

1997
Yellow submarine
Or an orange shag machine?
I miss the old days

Lewis
Terrified knight sits
Awaiting his day to shine
Horrid enfilade


Inadequate
Red is all I see
Expletive exclamations
Hidden from daylight


Boredom
Sitting quietly
Here in this dimly lit place
Tap, tap, tap, tap, tap


One for love. Love for all.

Vince

Saturday, August 13, 2011

Entry #12:

I'll start with a sidenote:
Rain seems to frequent my blogs, but surprisingly has no negative connotation.
Most people associate rain with dreariness, dullness, or sadness, but I do not.  Instead of letting myself be consumed by the darkness that hangs overhead, I choose to view the situation from an appreciative standpoint.  There is just something mysterious and majestic about clouds congregating, heavy and full, waiting for the perfect moment to unleash themselves upon the masses; covering the countryside and the cityscape alike, nothing left untouched.  Nothing sacred, nothing safe, everyone and everything equal in one main moment, glistening.

That being said, let us begin.

It seems these blogs are taking longer and longer to write...
Settle in, folks, this could be a long one.

- Well, last weekend debuted the second-ever production of the Town Square Players.  Entitled, Around the World in 80... Minutes, TSP is at it again, delivering performances comprised of high quality vocals and choreography, entertaining skits, and hilarious comedic parodies.  Follow this talented cast as they take you around the world, visiting locations like Germany, Russia, England, Spain, and eventually making their way back to America.  For more info, visit: www.townsquareplayers.org .
...So I am promoting the show I am in.  Shameless promotion comes with the territory.  In case you were wondering, it is going well.  I am feeling a lot more confident about it, especially now that the first weekend is over and the cast as a whole finally fell into that performance 'groove'.  I will say that this year's production has been an entirely different experience than last year, but that could be caused by a lot of things: different cast members which could also mean a different bonding dynamic, personal stress,  etc.  Don't get me wrong, it has been a good time and I and definitely am happy with how it turned out, it is just... different, that is all.  Well, three down, two to go. Hals und beinbruch!

- Holy ham sammitches!  I recently auditioned for the Great American Trailer Park Musical and somehow landed the lead male role!  This is a big accomplishment for me because at this theatre I am used to being cast in the company or in a supporting role; not to say that those roles are unimportant, because they are important, and landing this role is an even bigger achievement for me.  Look for more information as October nears.

- I quickly wanted to mention that after a week and a half hiatus, I have made my return to Facebook.  Though I will not be using it as compulsively, I cannot deny the fact that it is amazing for networking, advertising, and staying in communication with those who are not local, or no longer use most messengers, and those who might not even have a phone number.  That being said, I will still be using AIM and Skype.  If anyone would like that information on how to converse with me that way, contact me.  
Red Elvises @ Volksplatz - 8/7/11

Mingo Fishtrap @ Banana Island - 8/11/11
- Well folks, it is that time of year again: Musikfest.  Despite the stabbing that occurred on opening day and the drunken man that was arrested after falling headfirst into a trash can, I have to say that this year's Fest has personally been the best one I have experienced [possibly] ever.  One reason is because the acts MusikFest has to offer are so varied and, in many cases, mind-blowing.  I am not even talking about the big-name, big-time concerts that require admission, I mean the less famous, hardworking, often indie, FREE shows.  Those shows are, in my opinion, the most genuine shows you will ever see.  The artists are so talented, and on many an occasion I have been able to meet said artists/bands because they make themselves available to meet and connect with their fans, and last Friday was no exception.  I have seen the Red Elvises at least five or six times thus far and every time I never walk away disappointed, but this year it was not the show itself that made the experience amazing, it was the series of events that ensued after the show.  As per usual, the band finished their set and then came out to chat, sign, and take pictures with their fans. Every time the band embarks on tour, there are usually a few new faces on stage.  This year there were three new members; a new guitarist, a new keyboardist/bassist, and a new (singing) drummer, all of which we met after the concert.  
Nate Hassan (drums), me, and Monica Demarco (keyboards)
*This is where I give credit to my friend Mariel for being the catalyst for what was to follow that night.*  As we were talking to the members of the band and taking pictures with them, somehow plans were devised that we would be going out somewhere for drinks, and as luck would have it, we found out we would also be accompanied by a few members of the band!  We then left and awaited the band's return at their hotel and then walked up the block to the local pub, joined by our first guest of the evening, Monica Demarco, the current keyboardist/vocalist/bassist for the Red Elvises.  After cramming our small group into the already crowded pub, we sat around and shared stories, asked her questions, and, quite literally, drank in the atmosphere.  One shot and a mixed drink later, we learned where Monica came from, how she became involved with the Red Elvises, what she went to school for and what she does for a living (such as being in another band called YaYaBoom!) and that that show we saw at 'Fest was actually her last show on  tour with the band.  The next day she would be getting on a plane to return to her home state, so what started as a little get together then became a celebration, and I feel incredibly privileged and lucky to have shared that experience.  A short while later, donning an Animal t-shirt and watch, we were joined by Nate Hassan, the current drummer/vocalist for the Red Elvises.  One beer later, we repeated the same ritual we shared with Monica and learned all about Nate; where he is from and where he lives now, how he became involved with the Red Elvises, other projects he is involved in and projects he plans to undertake in the near future.  Let me tell you, on this evening, networking was at an all time high.  By the end of the night, most of us had exchanged contact information so that we could stay in contact, amongst other ideas which were discussed.  Don't worry, if anything develops, you will be the first to know.  Here are a few more photos from that night:

Clowning around! Outside the pub around 2am.

Drummers rock! Outside the pub around 2am.
I think things are finally starting to fall into place...

- One more blurb about Musikfest: If you do not know who the band Mingo Fishtrap is, you are missing out.  I highly recommend them, especially if you want the perfect blend of rock, blues, and funk with a   raw, unmistakeable 'Nawlins' twist.  For starters, here is their WEBSITE.  Check it out; you won't be sorry!


- In media news: back in my younger, less cluttered days I used to have certain TV shows I would watch almost religiously every week.  Fast-forward to a few years later, and I find that I barely have time to watch anything on television besides a bit of late night programming and infomercials.  It is because of this fact that will say thank goodness for Netflix.  Thanks to Netflix, I am able to catch up on shows and/or films that I have been meaning to watch for a long time.  In this case, I am talking about the former HBO program Six Feet Under.  I have been getting disc after disc of the various seasons in the mail for the past few months and let me tell you it has been one hell of a ride.  You wouldn't think a simple television show could have so much impact on a person, but this one in particular disproves that hypothesis.  On monday (8/15) I will be receiving disc five of season five: the final disc containing just the final episode of the series.  I feel like that episode alone will tear my heart out, as a few choice episodes did before it.  Well, only time will tell, and I am sure I will blog about it in some respect in the future.  Until then, I highly recommend this show, even though it is circa 2001-2005, it is still relevant, it is raw, and it is very real in some respects and very surreal in others.  It is a hodgepodge of genius and it works.


Too much in one blog?  Sorry, Ian Malcolm made me do it.
Yes, I bought him. I nostalgia'd so hard.

One for love. Love for all.

Vince

P.S. - Here is some food for thought: A Haiku you may not realize was a Haiku.

5 | I see you drivin'
7 | 'Round town with the girl I love
5 | And I'm like, "fuck you."
- excerpt from Cee Lo Green's "Fuck You"

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Things I did while writing this blog:
- Watched some of Monty Python and the Holy Grail
- Watched Clerks 2
- Endured a bunch of 'male enhancement' infomercials
- Slept a bit
- Showered
- Packed costumes for performance
- Ate some meals somewhere in there
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Saturday, July 30, 2011

Entry #11: Just checking in

It's been over a week since I've taken a break from Facebook.  So far the break has been nice, though I did have to reference it a few times briefly to post things to Facebook and to double check that those things posted.

For instance, big news this week includes the momentous release of the first, full-length ChikënFist song just in time for Christmas in July, entitled, "Christmas of Want [Adolescent Lament]."
Click here to listen!
It was released on Monday (7/25) after having been started around Christmas 2010 and then revisited in mid-July.  The song focuses on the stereotypical perspective of what children feel around the holidays and we may or may not have added a some influence from our own childhoods from way back when in the 90s.  What you'll hear starts out as a jovial Christmas tune, but add to that some lush instrumentation and harmonies, feelings of disappointment, a list of demands and an open letter to Santa, and you have Christmas of Want [Adolescent Lament]!
We also did a photo shoot for this single and for that we owe our friend Lauren M. huge props for agreeing to be our photographer as well as spending time editing the photos.  Great job Lauren!  Here are some of the photos from the shoot:









In other news:
Recently, I bought the newest expansion to the deck-building game I have really taken a shine to, called Dominion.  The newest expansion, entitled 'Cornucopia,' is a small set, but well worth having because of its variety, which is the theme of the expansion.  There are rumored to be three more expansions to be released, which brings the grand total to eight.  I cannot wait to see what Donald X. will come up with next!

Hmm, what else...
I got to experience two friends' twenty-first birthdays this week.  Congrats, Jose and Ashley!

I was able to see the opening night performance of The Wedding Singer last night at PA Playhouse.  I want to send a congratulations to the entire cast and crew-what a great job!  If you have not seen the show yet, please order your tickets immediately.  It was a lot of fun, the cast really brought life to the show and really made it their own.  It was also interesting to sit back and watch many of the people I worked with in Drowsy and other productions do their thing on stage.  You never really know how much you miss working with certain people until you see them doing something and then wish you could be doing something together.  Even so, I was cordially invited to go out for food and drinks after the show with the cast and we all had a blast:
Lady and the tr... other lady?
Thanks for the great night, all!

I almost forgot!  Last week I bought two more teacups at Goodwill and I forgot to post a pic!

Also, right before I left Facebook, I hit a milestone by reaching 1,000 Facebook friends.  Here's a screencap: 

Oh, and one more thing before I sign off!
For all of my musician and/or techie friends: If you are thinking of buying cables, adapters, sound equipment, instruments, etc. online, please consider buying from a company called Sweetwater.  I bought an adapter from them about a week and a half ago and they are very customer-oriented.  A day after I placed my order, a representative from the company called me and thanked me for ordering and told me to let him know if I had any questions and gave me his first name so I knew who I was talking to.  Not only that, when I received my shipment, I also received a slip that told me who packed my item and they even threw in some FREE CANDY!  As an added bonus, they offer tons of ways to receive FREE SHIPPING, so, seriously, check them out! They have a four star rating in my book.


Vince

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Entry #10: Unrequited

I will try to make this post as short as possible.

Earlier today I was going through some old yearbooks and old notes I have kept for some time.  This was grounds for disaster, considering how much personal drama I've repressed over the years.  Once I unfolded those pages it all came flooding back...

Look, we have all made mistakes in our lives and I am no exception.  It is incredibly obvious that I am not perfect, I have, believe it or not, done some shitty things that I am not proud of.  Not to mention any other various conflicts I have been a part of, where I was on the defensive standing up for myself when I knew I was right, or even just having to stay true to who I am.  When I refer to myself as a perfectionist, I mean everything but perfecting who I am.  I am who I am, and unfortunately there is not much I can do to change that.  Call it predisposition, call it fate, call it what you will.  I let my life happen as it will and unfortunately the "right" decisions were not always the foremost on my To-Do list.  

For instance, I remember my first feeling of true love.  You may think it silly, being that I was in middle school when it occurred, but I do not believe love to be beyond young people, no matter how intricate a concept it is made out to be.  That being said, it was new to me.  Everyone thought me a fool to fall for this person, but I could not stop myself.  The relationship was rocky from start to finish: lots of questionable situations, lack of communication here and there, jealousy, the whole gambit.  In retrospect, it hurt a lot to go through it, I am sure for both of us it was difficult and we both shared faults throughout, but sometimes that is just how life is.  I bet if we both reflected on it now, we would think of how it made us better people and that we learned to just cherish the good times that were had, even something as little as listening to Green Day together.

I do want to take a moment to apologize to anyone that I have hurt in the past.  If you are ashamed to know me, if you feel I have changed you for the worse, if you regret an experience we had or regret sharing anything with me, I am sorry.  I understand these are just words, but at this point what is there left to do?  All I can do is try to salvage what is left and move on.  I apologize, I make it sound like I travel around leaving behind destruction in my wake.  That is not who I am.  Unfortunately I am just focused more on the negative this time around.

For those of you who do not know me so well, it is now one of those times where I will slip into a reflective, somewhat depressed, state when not in the public eye and evaluate my priorities and most likely run myself through the ringer about all the wrongs I have committed thus far, especially if I have yet to right them, or even if they are beyond repair.  So henceforth, if you would like to contact me, I will  not be on Facebook until further notice, so my email, phone number, and in person are the only ways to contact me.  I feel it a necessary component to cut out the main source of social networking when trying to isolate oneself in an attempt to evaluate one's life and potential future decisions.  I need to break away from the solipsistic coma I can feel myself slowly slipping into and bring myself back to the here and now.  I also need to forego my feelings for the time being, in that I need to stop pondering the 'what-ifs' and wondering if anyone cares for me.  I need to learn HOW TO BE ALONE... at least for a little while so that I can be me.  A better me.

Vince

One for love. Love for all.

Friday, July 15, 2011

Entry #9: Music, music, music!

This blog will start with this:
I sang at Coca-Cola Park last weekend.
On July 9th CCP held the 2011 Men's Senior Baseball League All-Star games.  A few weeks prior I had been contacted by the baseball commissioner for Northampton County and he told me that he had heard me sing a few months earlier and that he would like me to perform two songs between the first and second game as well as sing the National Anthem to open the second game of the day, AND I would be getting paid for it!  Obviously, for one reason or another, I gladly accepted.  The day's weather was both beautiful and scorching.  Beautiful wide open blue skies, scantily clad with puffy, white clouds.  White clouds just scant enough to enable the sun to rain down and cause anyone to instantly perspire.  When I stood on the pitchers mound and faced the grandstand, sun grazing my forehead, I felt both nervous and at ease.  I am grateful to have had the opportunity for such a wonderful, enriching experience and I can only hope that I will happen upon another opportunity like this one in my lifetime.  If and when I receive the video footage from the event, I will share it with you.

- Plainly and simply, one of the best and most chill places in the Lehigh Valley; I went there within the past week and plan to return as soon as possible.  Highly recommended.  Now, I told you that story to tell you another, which I've entitled,

"Whistling Beards, or, Whistling, Beards?"
This is an ongoing tale that has only just begun... a story of three beardly men who wish to combine their talents and join together in song.  Seeking gigs near and far, the trio builds their repertoire with a variety of tunes to suit audiences young and old alike.  With their first rehearsal proving productive and fruitful, the gang documented the momentous occasion:
They also plan to make an appearance this Sunday at Godfrey Daniels open mic night anytime after 7:00pm. Please come out and support these fine gents.

A "Weird"ly amazing evening.

So when I finally left work yesterday, I met up with my brother, Jimmy, for a trip to Lancaster.  Why Lancaster, you ask?  Well, besides the entertaining and scenic view along the way, not to mention the savory, occasional strong aroma of manure (thanks, Kutztown), the real cause for our adventure was the result of a five-year wait for new material and a tour from one of my favorite artists, parody-master, Weird Al Yankovic!  I love those moments in life when you experience something and as soon as you break away from it and have a free moment to reflect on what you've just experienced, all you can say is, "wow."  I will try my best to explain a few of the thoughts that ran through my mind last night.  I have seen Weird Al in concert 4 times thus far and so far I have NEVER been disappointed, and to this day my opinion has not altered.  Besides the hilariously awkward sketch humor and often side-splitting mastery of parodic lyricism, Al remains a standout among all artists, even after nearly 30 years of performing.  Somewhere within that time period the response to his music has transformed from being insulting to being an honor to have a parody written of their music.  From an artistic perspective, you know you've done your job well if people are honored to have you cover their song, even if it is in a parodic style.
Being a long time fan of Al's music, I have a majority of his catalogue committed to memory, and I am always excited to see what selections will be included in the live show.  The thing that surprised me was the fact that he seemed to be returning to his roots, which is very refreshing to experience as an avid fan that has followed an artist throughout the years.  What I mean by that is that in addition to performing a bunch of songs from his new album, Alpocolypse, as well as a few of his classic hits from the late 80s and 90s, he performed at 15 minute medley of songs from his first, self titled album, his Dare To Be Stupid album, his The Food Album album, and even his The TV Album album.  The songs were any true fans favorites, even if they were lesser known by the general public.  But of course, a Weird Al concert always contains the 'icing on the cake' element, which in this case consisted of: an array of costumes, a Segway ridden on stage, streamer cannons, "DRUM SOLO!"s, a lineup of people in Star Wars costumes, and of course, many video clips.  All in all, an amazing night.

HOLLAH, CHALLAH!

Stagemakers at the J staff
Today was my last day working at the summer theatre camp at the Allentown JCC.  It has really been a great experience and I have learned a lot from it.  I learned that lesson plans are not my favorite thing, but  I also learned that if you make them interesting and fun, there will be much more of an interest.  (Sidenote: I think this is something colleges do not put a lot of emphasis on when training their students on how to educate others.  I understand with the way the educational system runs in America today that curriculums are so jam-packed with information that you can barely spend any time elaborating on any given topic, let alone being able to sift through the grains of sand to find what is really interesting and valuable, but regardless, it is a point I still stand by.  As a student myself as well as an educator, there is nothing I hate more than learning or teaching about a topic I have little to no interest in AND relaying it or having it relayed to me in a blasé manner.  Simply: make it fun, make it interesting.  'Nuff said.)  

Oh, and as for my mentioning in my last post that I would write about July 4th, here is mine in a nutshell:
- Had lots of fun hanging out with great people.
- Watched Team America.
- 'Burger-bomb': The most 'MERICAN thing ever invented.
- Katamari Damacy.

I really want to play Dominion right now.




















Until next post,

Vince

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Things I did while writing this post:
- Caught up on watching some new videos from YouTube channels I subscribe to
- Appreciated the beautiful evening weather and hearing the birds chirp outside
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Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Entry #8: Summertime, Summertime, Sum Sum Summertime

WOW! It has been forever, people!  It's time for another post and boy did I take my time with this one.

So much has happened since last time:
Pomplamoose featuring Lauren O'Connell
First I want to announce that the Summer of Concerts 2011 has officially begun!  Two weeks ago seven friends and I embarked on a trip to World Cafe Live in Philly to see POMPLAMOOSE on their limited 2011 east coast tour!  It was an AMAZING show, complete with some of their classic coversongs, a lot of original material AND featured Ben Fold's guitarist/bassist Ryan Lerman on guitar, not to mention fellow indie artist and friend of the band Lauren O'Connell as their opening act!  Sidenote: I bought SO MUCH MERCH: Five CDs, a poster and a bar of POMPLAMOOSE SOAP!  Even Nataly looked at me in disbelief.  The highlights of the trip are as follows: Team Armadillo!"; getting to hear Pomplamoose live while standing in the very front; having Lauren O'Connell tell me she liked my shirt during her set; "Things we like in hats-things we like in hats! ...Wanna hear it again?"; getting to meet, take photos with, and get autographs from both Pomplamoose and Lauren O'Connell; getting lost on the way home due to my wonky GPS; spending the day with great friends.  

Tally Hall pre-order
A few days after Pomplamoose, I received a package in the mail.  It just so happened to be the long-awaited pre-order of Tally Hall's newest album, Good and Evil.  I was excited to finally get it because for one, Tally Hall fans have awaited the release of this album for a few years now, not to mention this would be my first official unboxing ever! #nerd.  Inside, I found a CD copy of the album, the insert signed by the band; the vinyl edition of the album; two tally hall temporary tattoos; a promo card for Marvin's Marvelous Mechanical Museum in Michigan; a promo postcard for a book called Requiem for a Paper Bag; a black/white photo of Rob Cantor (yellow tie of TH); and last but not least a trophy stating I placed 472nd out of 500 pre-orders.  I feel accomplished.

But, I digress.
Me and Dex @ camp!
I have a question for those of you who either know me or have been following my blogs/vlogs long enough to make this kind of judgement: Do you think I am capable/should be teaching children?
I ask because on June 27th I began teaching technical theatre at the Stagemakers at the J summer theatre camp at the Allentown Jewish Community Center.  So far the kids have been a great bunch to work with; I teach two classes a day, five kids per class, so it is pretty small.  I am glad to have this opportunity  and I am trying to make it as fun for them as possible.  I have taught lessons on set design, props, and   costumes so far, and the next lesson will be on lighting and sound.  Meanwhile, I have been designing the set for the showcase at the end of camp, as well as the props and I have been collaborating on designs for costuming.  If you would like to attend the showcase, the event information is available in the right hand margin.  

Well that's all for now.  Sorry for the wait.
*Spoiler alert: The subject of the next blog will have at least something to do with July 4th.*

PHOTOBLOG!
Here are some bonus photos from the instances mentioned in this blog.  
Enjoy!
























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Things I did while writing this post:
- Watched SHAYTARDS on YouTube
- Played with my dogs
- Watched Nick Swardson's "Seriously, Who Farted?"
comedy special on Comedy Central
- Took a couple pics
- Ate some chewy chocolate chip cookies
- Went bowling at the Pig Pen
- Went to a rehearsal
- Cleaned my house twice
- Had a fourth of July get-together
- Napped/slept somewhere in between
- Relaxed
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