I want you to know that I think you are amazing. You have so many great qualities and I appreciate each one. I never want to be overwhelming or worry too much about how things are going; just know that I care; more and more every day, it seems. I have my fill of flaws, as we all do, but I know at the heart of it I will always have that feeling of hopeless romanticism; a void that becomes harder and harder to fill, unless the right match just happens to stumble upon it. Make, no mistake, this is in no way a matter of pressure, but rather a matter of expression. There are no consequences, only rewards and benefits, no matter the outcome. Even though I hope this situation continues to progress, I would be just as happy where it is now; but honestly, who in their right mind sees such an opportunity and instead settles for complacency? Not me. Not anymore.
It is very seldom that I feel this strongly and then put myself out there enough to say it and possibly be subject to neutral or even negative feedback. Hopefully one day soon I will have the courage to verbally tell you, even if it falls on deaf or, I hate to say it, unwanting ears. I'm not sure if you will ever read this post or know that it exists, so all I can do is hope for the best back here in reality.
Sincerely,
Fingers Crossed
Fuck, man... I want to use this!
ReplyDeleteI did something very odd (for me) and actually did put myself out there... It definitely didn't turn out as well as I had hoped/dreamed, but I decided to try for it because I wanted to (and I know you'll appreciate this) forget regrets, or life was mine to miss...
Good luck, we're all counting on you!